Snow.!

ITS SNOWING.!!!!! ( : God, you are so beautiful. And Lovely... And Glorious.

hm..

Fin ::.

March 1st, 2009

It snowed on a beautiful Saturday evening. I have never seen it fall before. Big flakes coming from the sky. Its such a beautiful sight. Words do not describe m experience of just standing in the midst of it.. and then I started running. That was glorious.. ( : hm.. Even though it was just one night and I wish it stayed, to me it was most lovely. I wonder what made God think to create such a thing.?

The weekend has been a challenge. Things happen, sometimes not always good. But I know God has been in the work of creating something. Today I asked for a change of heart, because maybe and most likely I need a change of heart about things. Not everything is going to go my way, and not everything will I understand at the time. My faith is at the test; will I stand firm on his promises when I put my trust in him.? "God, change my heart. Help me to understand what I don't, and be patient with your timing. I feel as if I am in the middle of a cold hard war, fighting to keep the vision and the dream alive.! I need your strength, I need your power. I know I am not alone in this. Thank you for your encouragement, and the encouragement of others. Your grace is sufficient in me ."

In the middle of watching The Patriot. It is a deep movie, a lot of good views are in it. Sometimes I wish I lived back in that time. hm...

12:19 a.m. now March 2nd.

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p.s. my heart goes out to those who have lost their dreams. Hold on to what is precious.

"There's more to life than just being alive."

March 2nd, 2009

Goodmorning,
Its a beautiful day. There is something about getting up in the morning.. going to Starbucks and starting off the day with a little coffee and a lot of Jesus. I woke up today with a smile on my face; thank you Lord for such a beautiful cold crisp day. I do, and its so true, I live a charmed life. We all do if you really look at it. I love mornings like this.. I'm feeling creative, refreshed, joyful, alive.! Memories are lovely. ( : hm...
I heard someone say today that he was going to take his two boys up to the lake and watch the eagles fly. He said it was that time of year. Things like that sound like a great idea. I didn't mean to be nosey in listening in to his conversation, but one day I want to do simple things like that with my boys. I know this generation is called the "i" generation, technology and materials are coming out of the cuzoo, but I hope to hold on to the simple things for the rest of my life, as well as my family. God knows my heart...
I can't help to be so thankful for his provision. God provides. Not just my material things, such as the finances and needs, but the dreams and desires, the visions... The joy, the joy of being content, the patience, a change of heart. I wonder why I start to worry at times.? I can get all flustered and stressed, wishing for my mum to just hold me in her arms. ( : The brief moment my spirit is not still and in knowing that he is God I get like that. I'm not perfect, people, I just love life and am so thankful for a merciful loving God who desires to be our Father, and comforts us in times where we forget, even though it hurts him. "I love you Lord." Thank you for forgiving me.

Life Is Good.!

We Live

Fin::.

(sometime in the morning.)

p.s. i don't know when I'll write anytime soon, but just know...

that Every day is filled with new

Questions & Answers.

Dreams & Desires.

Smiles & Laughter.

And Blessings from the Heavenlies.

so,

Embrace, Love, Live.!

11:50 p.m.

: : .

Hope...

Its supposed to snow tomorrow.! Yeah.!!!!!!

Fin ::.

One of those days ...

... You just ever have those days where you are doing everything you don't want to do but nothing of what you do want to do.?  Thats been today. Today I had so much to write about, and I still do, but its just one of those things: in for the moment, then lost hopefully to be remembered.  I prayed that God will help me remember, and its not just that, its "time". Where does time go.? When we are given a short period of time we feel like we use that to its fullest, but with more time I know I feel more as if I had no time at all.  That to me is a little bit upside down.  Its procrastination, even with the things you love to do, and I hate it when I do that. 

... God has been so good, he always is and forever will be.  Today as I was praying and I was thinking about all the talents God has given me, and the question "do I use them to the fullest potential, have I tapped into any new ones.?" came to thought. I believe God is still opening my eyes to new things I never thought I could have done. That just shows that with God we can do all things and nothing is impossible with him.  But to be honest I don't think I truly use the talents God has given me to the fullest potential.  Talents are a precious gift from God, some people have similarities but then others have totally different gifts.  Its amazing to think of what God has placed in my life  that I can do.  To him shall be the glory, but also to him I shall use the precious gifts he has given me to the fullest; its a responsibility that we can so easily mess up on. 

... Lately I've been trying to write down those gifts, and I should write down those gifts.! .. and ask God what it is he has planned for me to do with them. The value of a gift from God I may never fully understand but I do know how much of a waste it is when we choose not to pursue and embrace those things he has given us.  hm...

"So many thoughts running through my mind today and at the moment. I would love to just write for hours, and then every now and then go outside and take a bike ride to clear my mind and start over again. ( :

I love life, it is a beautiful gift. "

We Live.!

august w. o. ::.

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happy birthday ...

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its a rainy day in arkansas ...

Its lovely day in Arkansas. I'm off and its raining, reminding me of Florida. ( : I love it.

If any one would like to hear more detail of the missions trip to Mexico I would

be glad to share. Sorry I didn't go into much detail in the video bog.

Love : : .