hm..
Fin ::.
March 1st, 2009
It snowed on a beautiful Saturday evening. I have never seen it fall before. Big flakes coming from the sky. Its such a beautiful sight. Words do not describe m experience of just standing in the midst of it.. and then I started running. That was glorious.. ( : hm.. Even though it was just one night and I wish it stayed, to me it was most lovely. I wonder what made God think to create such a thing.?
The weekend has been a challenge. Things happen, sometimes not always good. But I know God has been in the work of creating something. Today I asked for a change of heart, because maybe and most likely I need a change of heart about things. Not everything is going to go my way, and not everything will I understand at the time. My faith is at the test; will I stand firm on his promises when I put my trust in him.? "God, change my heart. Help me to understand what I don't, and be patient with your timing. I feel as if I am in the middle of a cold hard war, fighting to keep the vision and the dream alive.! I need your strength, I need your power. I know I am not alone in this. Thank you for your encouragement, and the encouragement of others. Your grace is sufficient in me ."
In the middle of watching The Patriot. It is a deep movie, a lot of good views are in it. Sometimes I wish I lived back in that time. hm...
12:19 a.m. now March 2nd.
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p.s. my heart goes out to those who have lost their dreams. Hold on to what is precious.
"There's more to life than just being alive."
March 2nd, 2009
Goodmorning,
Its a beautiful day. There is something about getting up in the morning.. going to Starbucks and starting off the day with a little coffee and a lot of Jesus. I woke up today with a smile on my face; thank you Lord for such a beautiful cold crisp day. I do, and its so true, I live a charmed life. We all do if you really look at it. I love mornings like this.. I'm feeling creative, refreshed, joyful, alive.! Memories are lovely. ( : hm...
I heard someone say today that he was going to take his two boys up to the lake and watch the eagles fly. He said it was that time of year. Things like that sound like a great idea. I didn't mean to be nosey in listening in to his conversation, but one day I want to do simple things like that with my boys. I know this generation is called the "i" generation, technology and materials are coming out of the cuzoo, but I hope to hold on to the simple things for the rest of my life, as well as my family. God knows my heart...
I can't help to be so thankful for his provision. God provides. Not just my material things, such as the finances and needs, but the dreams and desires, the visions... The joy, the joy of being content, the patience, a change of heart. I wonder why I start to worry at times.? I can get all flustered and stressed, wishing for my mum to just hold me in her arms. ( : The brief moment my spirit is not still and in knowing that he is God I get like that. I'm not perfect, people, I just love life and am so thankful for a merciful loving God who desires to be our Father, and comforts us in times where we forget, even though it hurts him. "I love you Lord." Thank you for forgiving me.
Life Is Good.!
We Live
Fin::.
March 2nd, 2009
Goodmorning,
Its a beautiful day. There is something about getting up in the morning.. going to Starbucks and starting off the day with a little coffee and a lot of Jesus. I woke up today with a smile on my face; thank you Lord for such a beautiful cold crisp day. I do, and its so true, I live a charmed life. We all do if you really look at it. I love mornings like this.. I'm feeling creative, refreshed, joyful, alive.! Memories are lovely. ( : hm...
I heard someone say today that he was going to take his two boys up to the lake and watch the eagles fly. He said it was that time of year. Things like that sound like a great idea. I didn't mean to be nosey in listening in to his conversation, but one day I want to do simple things like that with my boys. I know this generation is called the "i" generation, technology and materials are coming out of the cuzoo, but I hope to hold on to the simple things for the rest of my life, as well as my family. God knows my heart...
I can't help to be so thankful for his provision. God provides. Not just my material things, such as the finances and needs, but the dreams and desires, the visions... The joy, the joy of being content, the patience, a change of heart. I wonder why I start to worry at times.? I can get all flustered and stressed, wishing for my mum to just hold me in her arms. ( : The brief moment my spirit is not still and in knowing that he is God I get like that. I'm not perfect, people, I just love life and am so thankful for a merciful loving God who desires to be our Father, and comforts us in times where we forget, even though it hurts him. "I love you Lord." Thank you for forgiving me.
Life Is Good.!
We Live
Fin::.
(sometime in the morning.)
p.s. i don't know when I'll write anytime soon, but just know...
that Every day is filled with new
Questions & Answers.
Dreams & Desires.
Smiles & Laughter.
And Blessings from the Heavenlies.
so,
Embrace, Love, Live.!
11:50 p.m.
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5 comments:
YAY!!!! HAVE FUN!!
sigh`... though miles a part, we have the same heart.
prayerfully yours.
Thanks for the welcoming comment. yes, snow is a favorite. I wish Arkansas got more of it. ^_^
Hey August.. i enjoyed reading this.. you are talking about things that are very familiar to me.. i was reading this morning and i came across the scripture in John where Jesus is explaining why the blind man was born blind.. and he says "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life".. so to me.. i think, when we don't understand what's happening around us.. we can just know that God even has a purpose for our lack of understanding.. it's so that His glory can be all-the-more radiant through us when he comes thru in his timing.. and there's peace in knowing that :)
Hm.. that is a neat little quote you have at the end of your post. : ) Praying for you as you run today! Oh, how God is looking out for you and providing your every need - even behind the scenes. May His glory shine greatly in and through your life.
Ps. 37:18,19,23-25,34,37
(God will take care of His people)
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